A new creative writing project is born:)
I don’t know, when I will write this witty
and educational novel…..
It is about a 16 years old young girl, who thought,
she is in love with an older teeanger.
3 years she yearns for his love, but he ignores her.
They have the same circle of friends and meet almost daily at the same check point,
but she never talked to him and he did’t speak with her.
After 3 years overidealizing and longing for the love of the white knight,
the young man decided to speak honestly with her.
He couldn’t probably endure her starring at him
or just wanted to stop her uselless unhappiness,
and the so called unshared love.
Afterwards her mind and heart became clear.
She realized, that the man , who spoke to her an hour ago,
was not the same guy, whom she created in her head.
She started to smile joyfully.
She was trully released.
It was not a true love, like being in the seventh heaven.
It was an enslaving, a heavy self made idealizing burden.