What is the purpose of envy?
Would envy help you to achieve something, if you can’t do it?
No! So , why are you envy, project it on me and torture me in this way terrible?
If you can not run 100 meter best, being envy at me would help you to become the best?
There is no sense to be envy. It is primitive and silly. Moreover, you damage your health with this negative feeling. Training could help you, not envy.