Sleeping with a man, whom you don’t love and like because of fake guilt feelings is bad. It is even very wrong. First he tells, you , that you are his princess. Someday, somehow , he starts to call you even a “caw” , but you say to yourself . O.K. it is just his kind of expression. He loves me. Then he waits for you at the airport with a rose roled in a newspaper and you wonder himself, how to tell him, you don’t want to have a relationship with him. And after it happened, you feel so guilty for hurting his feelings, then you could not say “No” , after he showed and told you, he wants to have sex with you.
An essay by Petia Ganeva to be written soon
